Journal Entry 10 – Naturally Horny Mornings

This time, what led me to masturbate was something real, and not a fantasy I would say. I am a single child, born to Indian parents who seem, to be poor at sex educating and talks. This incident took place so unexpectedly but was quite interesting, to be honest.

Being a single girl child, I always had to learn things for myself, from my friends or the internet. Because that was the only way I could understand things about sex and sexuality. So that’s how I started knowing about guys and how they are and their sexuality as well.

Even though I have a boyfriend right now, it’s a hard task being in a long-distance relationship, to fulfil those sexual desires. But I have the anxiety to learn more about guys, their aspects on arousals and turn-on. We have hence discussed a lot about it on chat, to explore characteristics of our genders. That’s how I cleared my doubt about men getting “Morning Wood” as they call it.

And today, I have a guest at home, my cousin brother who is 20 years old. We had fun throughout the day, and fell asleep at night, together in the same room. My mom woke me in the morning as usual, and I woke in surprise, seeing his “morning wood”. I was happy, eager and excited as well. He was asleep, but his dick wasn’t! I could see it pointing outward against his shorts, not so long, but medium-sized, with no idea if it was circumcised or not. It was quite attractive for me because this was the first time I saw a guy getting morning wood, rather than in pictures. I had to control myself so that I didn’t end up doing anything wrong. I admired it for about 5 minutes and got out of the bed and to the bathroom, to do my part, because I was aroused, especially since it was early in the morning, which I most of the time get horny.

I rushed to the bathroom, sat on the ground, removed everything I wore underneath and rubbed my pussy, imagining the tip of a hard dick teasing my pussy. I continued rubbing it for about 5 minutes and that was a super turn-on. Being braless and just wearing a slip, I could see my hard nipples peep through. I was confused about whether to concentrate on my boobs or my pussy. I could feel the excitement in each of them, trying to grab my attention, seeking pleasure.

The image of his wood was not going away from my mind. I was replaying that scene in my mind, as a result of which I could feel my natural lubrication in between my thighs. I wondered how it happened for men, like how quick or slow it takes place, if it just suddenly gets hard, or if it gradually gets erect. I wish I could observe it someday or the other. But I love the way my boyfriend dick turns hard, step by step, while I strip on video calls.

All these thoughts made me hornier and crave for a real dick, which unfortunately was not possible now. I was glad to find my usual dick like soap bottle in the bathroom, which satisfies such carvings of mine, by acting like a dick during horny times.

I grabbed it, spread my legs open and teased my pussy with it for a while, and then just let it stay inside my vaginal hole, like just once, and feel it inside well held by my pussy. I wanted it to remain inside, and get the pleasure of it inside without any movements or vibrations, simply like how a stick fills a deep hole. That always gave me satisfaction, especially when I am too lazy to move it. I slid the straps of my slip aside and took my boobs out and massaged them imagining someone else doing it for me for pleasure, while my hole was simply tight and filled. Laziness got the better of me so I pulled the bottle out to end the session, stood up, and continued with my bath.

Since I did not give much movement this time, I did not climax, but on the other hand, had great satisfaction which was truly due to the accompanied pleasure from my boobs. I am glad that girls have got both boobs and pussy, two very attractive elements which when pleasured makes us relatively less dependent on dicks!